Happy 'till the end.

Today was a good day.
I slept in, had some breakfast and went to work.
It was busy, but there were good people working.
The only bad thing was the customers, but thats a given.
I went out after work with some friends, we got sme coffee and sat in the nature strip of the main street.
The sun was out.
We were lauging, and having fun.
At that moment in my life,
I was happy.
And i'm glad.

It was a lovely day and i look forward to what tomorrow brings.

Running To Stand Still

And so she woke up She woke up
From where she was lying still.
Said I gotta do something
About where we're going.
Step on a fast train
Step out Of the driving rain
Maybe, run From the darkness
In the night. Singing ah
Ah la la la de day
Ah la la la de day.

Sweet the sin bitter the taste In my mouth.
I see seven towers But I only see one way out.
You gotta cry without weeping talk without speaking
Scream without raising your voice.
You know I took the poison from the poison stream
Then I floated out of here,
singing ah la la la de day
ah la la la de day.

She walks through the streets
With her eyes painted red
Under black belly of cloud in the rain.
In through a doorway she brings me
White golden pearls stolen from the sea.
She is ragin' she is ragin' and the storm
Blows up in her eyes.
She will suffer the needle chill
She's Running To Stand Still

Running to stand still, orignally by U2.
Are you running to get away, to leave and never look back?
To turn and run as fast as you can, without ever having to think about here again.
To abondon everything and all the people you will leave behind, but you don'treally care about the, becasue they never really cared about you.
Not becasue you feel alone, or traped, or even scared.
You just hate it here, and the people, and realise, in the end, after everything you've been through together, it doens't really matter.
It never did.
And it probably never will.
Think about that next time you're Running To Stand Still.
I do.

Your Social Worker

When your sparkle evades your soul,
I'll be at your side to console,
when you standing on the window ledge,
I'll talk you back from the edge,
I will turn, I will turn your tide,
Be your shepheard and I swear i'll be your guide,
when you're lost in the deepest darkest place around,
May my words walk you home safe and sound

When you say that i'm no good and you feel like walking,
I need to make sure you know its just the prescription talking,
when your feet decide walk you on the wayward side,
Climbing up upon the stairs and down the downward side,
I will turn, I will turn your tide,
Do all that i can to heal you inside,
I will be the angel on your shoulder,

I see you need me,
I know you do

Words James Allan, Glasvegas.
An idol of mine, from a favorite "Geraldine".

And thats why i like you.

Teen Angst.

Grow up.
Get over yourself.
Enjoy your life.
You have more than others could even hope for.
Harden up.

I'm happy.
And you should be too.